I had it. Hard like waiting for sunrise with a knife in my teeth. It consumed me. Filled my lungs, expanding every ventricle until it was a fleshy balloon of dreams. Every penny of hope, every drop of blood, fragment of bone, teeth, hair; I gave it. I gave it. I gave it to you.
Now im wearing rose color blankets like windblown sand raking everything to bone.
There is no truth left to unknow.